after my marathon dating spree, 5 guys in 9 days, I stumbled upon a guy who i normally wouldn't be into. my type is usually one who can flash his abs and look good doing it. this one...is big...as in..big....He's 6'3" and 250 pounds...a giant! He did warn me before we met that he was a big guy...should've listened to him...I said I'm okay with that. and truth is, I really was. Ofcourse, standing infront of me was this giant of a man with a clean shaved head, great eyes and a killer smile...yes, he has dimples...He is funny, no, hilarious. He keeps me in stitches until my tummy hurts and my face hurts from laughing too hard and too much.

i always say I'm superficial. I admit I am.If there is no physical attraction when we first meet, no matter how many date, phone calls, years you spend on me, sorry..no go.

But this guy, soooo not my type, got me. He really got me. And that was all I could hope for. Someone who gets me...and likes what he gets.

We may be thousands of miles away, his messages still make me laugh, he still puts a smile on my face and he still gets me..I am happy, I am really happy...

I miss you, Mr. Pinto.

im both sad and excited...sad to be leaving so many things behind and excited for whatever may come my way..

i am hoping for the best and can't wait to see chris...this is it! what a long six months this has been but it has been worthwhile...

see you very very soon, baby!

i just had dinner with my cousins and my uncle. they were at a restaurant nearby my place and called me to join them..though i just ate dinner at home, i decided to join them still. i could never say no to food anyways.

had a lot of fun sharing stories over a vegetarian meal...even my younger cousin neel had fun that he commented that it would be lonely without me...aww..shucks...he even invited me to have lunch with his gang on saturday....it will be a bunch of eleven year olds but he invited me too....

my other cousin, the middle child, and i like going out and partying..going to clubs during her birthday, halloween....so i invited her to the cosmo party tomorrow and she already said yes!

i was with their older brother last sunday and we had dinner as well...been having sunday dinners with him a couple of sundays ina row....he was worried the other night when i was stuck in my derma's building and the whole area was flooded because of a sudden burst of heavy rain....

this is why i can never go the states and not come back...ill miss this....

we may be a crazy bunch but this is my crazy bunch

This is it. It's really happenning. i'll be seeing chris in a couple of days...not a month,weeks...two!! i thought the 6 months would never end...and its now coming to a close.
all good things come to those who wait!

we spoke on the phone early this morning.called hime before getting ready for work. the great thing about his being on night shift is that we go to work at approximately the same time. even if he is halfway around the world and i'm stuck here in the islands.

he has a new thing, calling me "a pain in the ass" which i vehemently and categorically deny..
so i answered," but you like me."
chris," i never said i didn't"

melting.....

we have never said the "L" word.. the closes thing we have is him saying he likes me...

shivers....

i guess in time. i wouldn't want it any other way.....

I hate the way you talk to me, and the way you cut your hair.
I hate the way you drive my car.
I hate it when you stare.
I hate your big dumb combat boots, and the way you read my mind.
I hate you so much it makes me sick; it even makes me rhyme.
I hate the way you're always right.
I hate it when you lie.
I hate it when you make me laugh, even worse when you make me cry.
I hate it when you're not around, and the fact that you didn't call.
But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you.
Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.


**read it in a blog.....wow..love it

havent seen my friend J in awhile. met him through my ex but we've remained friends even after the break up. seems like we're more friends now than they are...but thats another story

anyhoo, he just got in from out of town and texted me that he still owed me max brenner...
MAX BRENNER!!I'M THERE!!

had dinner at grappa's then headed over to max brenner for.....FONDUE!!

I must say i demolished more than my share and i have no regrets!

i can feel my waist band get a little tighter but it was worth it!

Had a good laugh and good food with a good friend...not a bad tuesday night

had to leave early coz i unfortunately have work tomorrow while he's technically on vacation.


Till the next time you'r in town J!!!MWAH!

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HOLY COW!!!

got the last 2 books of the twilight series last saturday after our meeting at work but couldn't read it because i collapsed in bed and fell asleep at 6p.m. woke up with the lights on and all my clothes strewn on the floor. i was that tired!

finished the books in a day!!!!

loved it!!! the 4th book ties all the ends together and makes it complete. though it was getting on the sappy side, it was still a good ending.

now, just waiting for midnight sun to come out...no pun intended

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see you in a couple of weeks, chris!!!

just finished reading the first two books of the twilight series...i think thats what its called. twilight and new moon...

need the third book, asap.

its a good thing there was no work today..had time to finish it.

it's amazing! i loved it...it has the romance, of the heart and of the prohibited....

edward and bella....what can i say?

good book and great story.